SEBELUM DAN SELEPAS

Sebelum Dan Selepas

Masa terhenti saat ketika mata tertutup
Nafas melemas
Nadi lenyap perlahan dan perlahan
Kujur kaku jasad ku
Berdiam ku dalam kegelapan
Tergapai tangan ku
Tersangkut langkah ku
Bersunguh-sungguh ku mencari terang zat Mu
Kau tempat ku bersujud
Dalam sepi ku bersujud
Kau jua tempat ku meminta
Dengan hibaku meminta
Hapuskan curiga ku
Hindarkan dari lalai ku
Luruskan langkah ku yang kesesatan
Buang jauh lupa ku pada Mu
Semahunya aku tak mahu Engkau lupa pada ku
Sebelum dan ketika masa ku terhenti
lemas .... lenyap

TRIANGLE

Two allies and One heartbreak

"Don't you love her?"
"Do you love me as much as you love her?"
May I know where is my place?
Can't find my place , can you help me to trace?
I know I am loosing in this race
'F....F....F' fcuk....!
I am furious but funnily enough I am in a fret
'F....F....F' fcuk....!
Fretted of being forsaken but I fly into fury
Right here waiting for you
My hands never want to let you go
But right here I'm breaking while waiting for you
So I shall go for you never have to let her go
Let me go before i wilt
For what I've seen I wept in silence
Let me patch up your crannied heart before it bleeds
With broken smiles I mend in patience
Go my love now I let you go
For what I've seen you are in sorrow
Go my love now I leave you in peace
Cuddle her with your love I let you work with ease

JOURNEY

A Short Journey

I have stopped left and right ...
Along the way I might stopped left and right again
But I am praying to continue walking till I meet what I am looking for
May He straighten my journey
May He strengthen my soul ...
I could be walking in swamp
Stepping on rough pebbles
Falling from slippery steep
Or hurt and bleed myself ...
But still I want to go for the walk
Till I meet what I am looking for
Till I meet peace
Till I meet Him ...
I wished I can walk holding hands with my loved ones ...
With Him my peace shall be
In Him what I am looking for ...

GAMBLERS

Playing Cards

I am losing
As I opened the cards on the greens
Blackjack played by the rules
No wonder life is missing in clues

I pulled a spade
And I go crossing the ocean of misery
I pulled a club
Then I fell into the valley of boredom
I pulled a diamond
And I drown in the river of frustration
I pulled a heart
Then I suffocated in the room of loneliness

Still I am losing
Again as I opened the cards on the greens
The rat is cheering for fame
But the cat still playing a waiting game

KASIH

Aku, kasih & kekasih

Sayang...
Aku tak cinta kamu
Tapi aku kasih sama kamu
Aku tak mau jadi pencuri
Mencuri kasih yang tak pasti
Tapi aku juga tak mau jadi penagih
Menagih kasih yang terbuang
Cinta itu kan milik Allah
Milik yang hak dan pasti
Tapi kasih itu tetap milik aku
Selagi aku mengasihi diriku
Dan semoga Allah mengasihi mu kekasih ku

31-08-1957

My Independence Day

MERDEKA...! MERDEKA...!
"It's 31st AUGUST"
"It's our Independence Day"
"It's our 53rd anniversary"
"It's our freedom"
"It's our celebration we celebrate today"
Can you hear that???
It's everywhere...
All the above are transparently spoken everywhere
It's my independence day as well
I am free again
I am free after being captured into my own fear for so long
I am free from being a fugitive in my own nightmare
At last my feet back on the ground
All because of you...!
I don't know how you did it...?
But this is the 1st time I feel free to love and to be loved
I am free ...

31st August 2010 12:00